i'm feeling loved by friends, but at the moment, not by my parents.
A scolded me today, saying that i have no right to watch tv after getting a 3.6 for my jap test and that if only i got 90+ for everything then A'll be satisfied. then A proceeded to tell me that i spend too much time bathing, too much time eating, too little time studying and blah blah blah, repeating what A'd said a million times before. then when i had to do rs (using the com), A made me ask B to turn it on for me. so i went to B who also scolded me and said that i come home late and don't even have time to help take care of my sibling, and accuses me of just being more trouble. B refused to turn on the computer for me and said that i should have done it earlier and how come i have to use the computer so often blah blah blah. i resoned with B that i had to BATHE, do OTHER HOMEWORK, and WORK FROM A, but he insisted that i should have done everything earlier but how am i supposed to do that when i have no time. then B asked me to go tell A that B refused to turn on the comp for me. then A scolded me again. you see the cycle.