it's already term 4 week one, sunday. why do feel as if i haven't gotten anything done within this week? sigh.....oh well.
speech day yesterday. had to sit through 5 hours of speeches, prize-giving, and performances, and i only sang 2 songs. one of those which just happened to be the school song. oh well. but on the other hand, learnt a lot about pris and stef during rehearsals. *coughs* went for sl after that. quite fun la;)
i'm worried about OBS. i seem worried about a lot of things nowadays. like what if i don't have this, what am i supposed to do, what's going to happen, what do i need, what is tetanus? have i gotten the injection, where's my health booklet etc etc etc.
something random that i find amusing, my friend once broke her arm in p1 and didn't dare to tell anyone about it. her mother only found out 3 days later. wooo.
and yes i'm getting addicted to twilight as well. vampires are cool ;D

i think my brother's getting really smart. he can speak quite well now, but her's still very stubborn and everything. he loves fishes. actual fishes, eating fishes, pictures of fishes. no idea why. a lot of his books have pictures of fishes, like as a lantern for the book "lantern festival" and in "animals". he can even find fishes in a book about a guy called bob. apparently bob swims in the lake -- with fish. anyways he's going to attend lessons soon. not sure if it's counted as a kindergarten, i think it's more like preschool or playgroup. complimentery photo of my brother in his new school uniform ;D

i realised that there are a lot of things i want that i don't really need and there's no actual reason for WHY i want it. i just do. at the time when i want it i will REALLY REALLY want it, but even if i don't get it, it's okay. after i while i'll just forget it. but the crucial point is at the time when i want it. it'll be really appealing, especially if something/someone tells me that i shouldn't have/do/buy/whatever it.


like for example piercing my ears. i really wanted to do it then, like REALLY REALLY wanted to. i even got all the jewellery shop names and addresses ready. but then my parents said no and i felt sad. for 1 week. then it was all okay again.


and now i feel like buying the coloured hair wax i saw in an advertisement yesterday. but thinking about it, do i really need it? not really. and when i actually get it i'll probably use it once, then forget i have such a thing/feel weird using it/think it's childish/etc.


i also realised that when you really want something, you twist the consequences in the way that it complements what you want and only gives you the benefits of having/doing/buying/whatevering something. many a time i have promised that i will use something well. 1 month later: i have that?!(and now my actual topic - responsibility. haha no i'm just kidding. but funny how it all relates.)


there's a fine line between need and want. maybe more people should go looking for it.




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gio thanks!

pris what did we see at j8?